Pyro-Arixx

We're in that sort of world, where we can afford absolutely everything, yet nothing at the same time. I can barely afford the fire that'll warm my bones, yet I can jump in bed and be as comfortable as bear within his mother's fur. I'm afraid at the same time that I'm sitting here so alone, that my partner- my one person whom I shall never be apart from- is sitting here being so alone, yet I'm too scared to share every night with. I hope he doesn't sit alone. I pretend to laugh about crying myself to sleep, yet that's all I seem to do lately. I think I'm far too comfortable with being by myself. I'm not actually sure if I'm with myself late

My my my this year certainly has been odd. Nah, I won't make this a 'summary of the year' type of thing, I just haven't posted in a while. But damn, am I still into my socks! I'm not quite sure what to do anymore. this years' events have slightly interrupted my plans of world dom-er.....World peace. Should go back to the education string, again? Hope for not another mishap? Or a different thing. How about full time employment? I dunno. Don't know. that's all I know. I have to scan some pictures and upload them. I have acquired myself a little digital camera. It's great, but all it does it snap. Point and shoot, well I could get a disposa

Man I love socks! I'm waring socks over my tights just because I love socks! Oki new lately.....? 1.Ooh my sister's down from Wellington for a bit, then we're [mum and I] going back up with her to do a landmark education forum...Thing...Yeah. BOOOOOOOOORRRRRRING!!! 2.I need a job. Not that much of a new thing. I'm here sitting down being bored because I have no money to waste on Timezone or anything. 3.I'm going to Hagley next year! (dammit) Yeap. I don't like Christmas..... It gives me really bad migraines. SOCKS!